&I don't understand why there's no music video for this song. Enjoy the music & simply ignore this lame video. Thankyou. (:
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Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls.
&SHUT THE HELL UP.
CLICK babes.
See, all these houses belongs to ME.
AND all the HOTELS too!I'M A SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS MONOPOLY PRO. :D
Alright, ending picture of this post: SIHUI and her BROTHER!
I have not been coming online or updating my blog recently, because my internet connection was being cut-.- Wait till it's back k? If you're wondering how i'm updating this post which is right before your eyes, i'm currently at MacDonalds' near my house. HAHA, aren't i clever? OHwell, that's what i think too. BLAH.
P.S. SPECIAL THANKS TO MACDONALDS FOR ITS FREE INTERNET CONNECTION USAGE.
BEGONE.
a loyal spongebob squarepants lover.
Just don't feel the urge to blog, because basically there isn't anything for me to blog either. Or rather, not really in the mood to. Ohwell, been slacking in school for the week even though lessons still go on normally. Now, i can't even find the basic reason to go to school everyday. It's more like a routine to follow. Oh whatever :/
So caught the InvisibleTarget yesterday with the CLICK [aka. CLIQUE]. Not with the whole CLICK obviously, with two mice missing-.- Anyway, other than finding the movie a little violent, it is definitely a MUST WATCH. Fantastic leads with good storyline, perfect. (:
`Shall end abruptly.
BEGONE.
Your actions make me wonder what i mean to you.
The damage you've done.
The damage of neglect.
-.-
well, i just wanna say.
i'm so glad that i received a good friend's phone call yesterday.
though i must say, that phone call is not of good news.
but it made me feel that at least there is someone in this world, that made me feel wanted.
or instead, there is someone in this world that will still think of me first when she's sad.
i'm disappointed for being so helpless to console her or solve her problem.
perhaps, i'm never once a great friend myself.
still, i want to let her know.
if there's any time she needs me, i'm always here.
:/ if only one day, time will reverse..
Coconut's washing the saucepan. :D
& i'm trying to wipe the saucepan. :D
Coconutives' next door neighbour.
ENDING PICTURE 19072007.
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CCHY FIRST EVER BAZAAR- failure?
Coconut's hair. 
My hair. 
Made with love. As if.
Twinie; hardworking. :D 
ENDING PICTURE 20072007.
AND...... 爱我，请给我一个简简单单的拥抱
拥抱是距离最近的姿势，彼此亲密无间；
拥抱是距离最远的姿势,看不到对方的表情。
快乐时，拥抱是一种分享；悲伤时，拥抱是依靠和慰籍；寒风中，拥抱是传递温暖；惧怕时，拥抱是充满信赖和安全感。
拥抱总会带来一个陌生的信息，对于我来说似乎遥远漫长，而不可企及。可是最近却渴望得到一个拥抱，渴望着，一个拥抱，让我得到片刻的停息。
心猛然间被刺痛了，一时的无助，我需要一个拥抱，拥抱哪怕与爱情无关，哪怕只是一个陌生的拥抱，让我停息这无边的伤痛，只要有你的拥抱，我会很平静很平静的面对黑暗与分离，我只要一个拥抱，让寒夜变温暖，别说我太任性，别说我无理取闹，其实我的愿望很简单，只是一个拥抱，如果你愿意，请给我一个拥抱，哪怕是施舍的拥抱。幸福对我来说，只是一个温暖的拥抱，爱我，请给我一个拥抱。
爱情分不清对错，爱情没有理由，莫名的来又莫名的去，一个人过，寂寞已成为习惯，不想再去羡慕别人的幸福，不想在为爱做任何无谓的牺牲，注定没有结果的爱叫我如何去付出如何去等待，我不贪婪，也不幻想，只是爱了，已经没有退路，如果将来有一天，你看到我走的很辛苦，那就请你给我一个拥抱，哪怕那时这个拥抱与爱情已无关。
孤独寂寞的城堡，忍受着风吹雨摇，只愿你的一个拥抱可以让我的心不在流浪在天涯海角。只要还存在一丝可以拥抱的理由，就请不要吝啬你的拥抱，只要你的一个拥抱，就可以融化我心里的冰冷，幸福曾经回来过，只是再也与爱情无关，当再也找不到拥抱的理由时，就叫我先抽身而退，就算最后情人难免沦为朋友，也请你给我一个友情的拥抱，微笑在你怀里落泪，拥抱着你说再见。
请给我一个拥抱，让我确定你模糊的爱，给我一个拥抱，让我有勇气忘了哭泣，请给我一个拥抱，很想要你一个拥抱，不要问为什么，一个浅浅的拥抱，哪怕是朋友式的拥抱，让我真实感受你的温暖。让我记得你的气息。
爱我，请给我一个拥抱，一个简简单单的拥抱。
It's from a email i received today. Don't you find it really simple yet beautiful? I recalled telling Jiayan about hugs a few days back, and here this poem that just exactly described it. Overwhelming mixture of emotions, i feel like crying lah..
BEGONE.
emo-ing.
denial of affection.
BEGONE.
Don't even have any idea what the questions are asking. Basically, due to the fact that i only attended school for a day the whole last week-.-
O's HCL Listening today.
It was held in the mid noon, and i seriously felt so sleepy
-.-
CSS tonight.
XUBIN SANG THE 'JIANDANAI' UNTIL DAMN HORRIBLE CAN!!
ohmygod. Anyone tell me what's going on with the contestants tonight? All haywired uh? =.= I find tonight's episode a little like a comedy whereby the comedians are unable to make the audience laugh. Know why? It's like a singing competition, but almost all can't sing? ZzzzZz.
However, SHAWN SANG GREAT! :D
Detention tomorrow.
I was late today; excused because of HCL; postponed to tomorrow instead. I bet tomorrow will be goddamn tired lah :/ Lessons end at 2.40pm, and an additional hour of detention. ARGH.
BEGONE.
再也不重要
Basically, i just spent this Sunday like other Sundays. Plainly just slacking at home, in front of the television. Man, I've been watching BangBangTang & HeiSheHuiMeiMei programmes recently. Find them pretty adorable, referring to BBT more obviously. And some rather pretty ones in HSHMM too. HAHAHA-.- And I spotted a few cuties at the WoAiBangBangTang lah.
YAY. I'll introduce to you k, Coconut? :D
Plus, i wanna watch their new show that was airing earlier- 黑糖瑪琪朵.
Not forgetting the book i'm reading, i'm close to finishing it. It's nice, and it had me looking at things in another angle. Pretty impressive uh. Maybe i'll re-read it once more when i'm done. Heh.
P.S. Special thanks to theclique who were going to make an effort to morning call me tomorrow. And when i used WERE, I'm referring to more than one person morning call-ing me k? LOL.
BEGONE.
知足
&
'No life is wasted. The only time we wasted is the time we spend thinking we are alone.'
-adapted from 'The Five People you meet in Heaven'.
Went to Jurong East Swimming Complex today, with my siblings. Firstly, i think i need a new swimsuit. Hahaha, okay. Not really funny anyway, just adding a word more with the 'Hahaha' actually. It was not really bad, despite the fact that i still can't swim.
So i was beginning to realise, i need some motivation to study. I mean i do know that i need to study, but where's the motivation to get me moving? Can't find it lah :/ Anyone wanna offer some to me? -.-'
recollection of the traces of memories left behind;
BEGONE.
Just because that's what they think you ought to be, doesn't necessary mean that you have to be. Whatever, nobody understands anyway.
Currently, just self-isolation in my room.
Alright.
BEGONE.
自己的世界
Went to watch HarryPotter & The Order of Phoenix with Amelia, Jiayan, Crystal, Ben & Junhe. Hmm, shall say not really up to what i'm expecting of. But still, it's worth watching. Hahaha. This type of things are hard to explain detailedly, you see.Not really nice, but must-watch=.=
Alright, i didn't go to school again. Don't bother asking me why. And i missed the COphoto-.- This year seriously don't need to purchase any photos le eh. Didn't get MC for the past two days, wonder if MrPek will kill me tomorrow.
-.-But who cares anyway?
Ohwell, I'm starting on a book named : The Five People you meet in Heaven. I quite like this phrase from the book,
"But all endings are also beginnings. We just don't know it at the time".
It sounds so different and profound, unlike those lines that we always hear. Again, somethings are just so difficult to explain.
It kinda remind me of what someone said before, but i guess it's of no meaning any longer. Why bother bout one that doesn't give a damn bout you yeah? Somehow, by stepping behind a step, you'll see a larger picture of everything. I just don't understand why some people can be so self-centered and selfish. I hate to see the ugly side of humans, honestly. Hai. Nothing in particular actually, just out of nowhere.
Yeah, random. :/ Or rather, EMO.
beGONE.
渾蛋
:D
Amelia act DAO until out of picture=.=
Look at Amanda's face?.jpg)
AMANDA with theclique's present for her. SO NICE RIGHT? work of a born-artist, you see. :D
We're trying to eliminate VAMPIRES! =.= This is actually the hand formation of 'I've got a date with Vampire', dumbass! Hahaha, the suggestion came from some lameass. So that explains this WOAH-SO-FUNNY picture. I don't understand why Junhe&Amelia can smile until so widely? Just this stupid pose, and you're contented like you've found a million bucks.
Ending picture of the day: A so-called formal picture of theclique. BUT WHERE'S BEN? =.=
BEGONE.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, AMANDA!
:D
Hope you had a great time at SeoulGarden today k? And of course, love the present that we had chosen for you. Alright, i know you love it tons lah. Hahaha. Like who won't right? LOL. Not to mention, the spoiler=.= Nevertheless, may all your wishes come true! (:
SO anyway, it was like another birthday of our clique. Woots, so we're only left with three more birthdays to celebrate for this year. Yeah. Nothing much to elaborate either, i guess?
School is ever so boring, anyway. I don't want to go to school at all lah. And besides, though the weather seems better nowadays, it's still really warm. Plus some X-factors, i'm beginning to turn insane. Don't really feel like speaking also. And right, i don't even know what's wrong with me? I've been having nightmares recently? Every night is not a good night's sleep at all. What the hell.
I think i need a counsellor! Anyone?
Be gone.
虛偽
Actually, i don't even wanna update my blog. Like who on this freaking earth is reading it right? Except myself that had read a post for thousand over times myself. There is like absolutely nothing for me to udpate on? Perhaps that the weather nowadays is oh-my-fucking warm?! Bet that the weather is getting onto many's nerves. Yes, especially the clique=.=
Got so sick and tired of things recently. The more i see, the more i comprehend, the more clearly how facts are place before me. Unwilling to elaborate on things like that. There is only one word to describe my bloody feeling now.
FUCKED-UP.
Hai. Anyway, we had the HCL O's oral. Fuck the oral also k? And for goodness sake, i'm the last candidate in the whole hall lah=.= Like everyone in the hall, the teachers and all were just waiting for me to finish my oral so that they can happily call it a day. C'mon. The waiting time is like an hour and a half, and all i need was just 10min. Fuck again. And the oral was tough. Admit it, i know i won't do well. Man, what's life?
Don't feel like going on anymore.
Seriously, i'm worn out this week.
ARGH.
Not to mention, DAMN FUCKED-UP too. Thanks to those that showed me attitude eh, you guys gave me a chance to shoot vulgarities off. Heh.
Begone.
大騙子
The clique wanted to celebrate Amanda's birthday, but in the end, many can't make it. So only the few of us went. But there'll still be another celebration though. (:
KBOX-ING TIME.
PS. Take note that we jumped together. So funny lah. And guess what song we're singing? No prize for getting right though. HAHA. We're singing Fahrenheit's song! Listen to Amanda's hysterical laughter at the background please!
Starring: Me, aka Jiro. Junhe, aka Wuchun?. Jiayan, aka FRH's fan. Amanda, aka photographer.
AT THE NEOPRINTS SHOP.
JUNHE ZILIAN-ED WITH MY PHONE=.=
AMANDA MAKING A WISH. [We're at Village.]
AMANDA BLOWING CANDLES.
AMANDA CUTTING THE CAKE.
GREAT DAY. :D
Now, it's time for my XIAOHEI. :DD
Brought him for injection with my sister today. Man, poor thing. I think his balls was infected because he licked too much, so now he had to put this dumb-looking thing which looked liked a loudhailer-.- By the way, this is to prevent him from licking. And when we applied medicine, he was like so much in pain lah. My, pitied my xiaohei. :/
A SPEEDY RECOVERY FOR XIAOHEI! :D
be gone.
Jiayan's Birthday Celebration!
Her birthday video at CausewayPoint Jack's Place, 290607. Sorry for the blurness, because it was captured by my phone-.-
Birthday Neoprints!
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The birthday girl, Jiayan and Me! :D [That picture-destroying twists belongs to Mr OngJuneHe!-.-]
Of course, not forgetting a 'the clique' family photo! :D
What actually happens on 290607?
Initially, we wanted to give Jiayan a surprise at the backgate busstop. Come on, i reached the earliest at 6.40am, 5minutes before the meeting time! And subsequently, the others came with Amanda&Junhe late! =.= Junhe was the worst! Humpf. But our plan blackfired when Jiayan walked past the voiddeck and discovered the bunch of us=.=
So we gave her the collage, but didn't managed to take a picture of it. Will try to get hold of it soon, cause i find it really nice! Haha, obviously right? :D
Then during recess, Jiayan received strips of paper from different people who she don't know. But again, it's in our plan too. One by one, they went up to her and say: "Jiayan, someone call me pass this to you!" LOL. Even an idiot knows what's going on lah, hahaha. Still, i was rather touched at the scene.
After school, we had another celebration at Jack's Place. Though expensive and it left everyone of us penniless, everything comes down to two words. WORTH IT! :D We also bought a OreoCheesecake for her. Though i must say, it almost murdered me when i reached home. Ohwell, if you know what i'm trying to say.
Conclusion,
THE CLIQUE LOVES JIAYAN!
Here, a belated HAPPYBIRTHDAY to Jiayan too. Hee.
Be Gone.
A close-to-perfect fullstop drawn on 290607.